Always on your side....

Nice song... and a meaningful one... but I know I'm not the one to untied the knot in your heart... Everyone will always have a knot in their heart and its never easy to ask for help or show it out, instead every time we try to cover it up. We tried to be strong as we afraid people will use our soft spots to hurt us, or even rub more salt into the "healed wound". We forget how each and every one is different, and tends to group them as the same.

Nevertheless, I'm very happy that you shared it to me and I hope our every conversation that I have with you will help you walk out the hole you are trying to hide inside. I don't know how long I can keep talking to you without asking myself why I'm doing this to myself. I rather do what I feel its right for a friend to do, rather let the pain inside me blind my instinct. You may not have feelings for me.. but there are things that we have been through makes me think of you at times... makes me want to stay on your side.. I could be sympathy for what you cannot feel for all these years and want to help a friend to open up... be it whats the reason that makes me turn my head and stay on your side... I simply don't know... all i want is just to see the sunshine smile on your face again. And may this smile warm the girl who you fall in love with and keeps her happy always till end of time.

Lyrics to Sheryl Crow & Sting Always On Your Side
My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are we left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No is it how it's really meant to be

Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side